My Goals And A Small Peek At My Progress So Far.

Hey! Hello! Good Morning Starshine!

Today I am going to be talking about my goals and a little bit of my progress. If the title hasn't made that clear already.

I would like to proudly say that I have officially lost 11.9 lbs since September 2017!!!! Yay!!! My initial goal is to get fit and fit into a large/medium sized clothing. I want to weigh back at 135-145 area. That was the weight that I felt I wore well. Long stretch, but I think I can do it if I put my mind into it!

 GOALS:

So a couple of my goals are a little far fetched, and I may not even get that far. But I will definitely try to knock one off every month. And if I can't finish a goal, that is okay. I can always try again the next month!


  • Learn Guitar (Probably take some lessons and get a left handed guitar)
  • Learn Japanese
  • Go to/plan a trip to go to Japan.
  • Love myself more.
  • Eat healthier
  •  Lose roughly 75-89 lbs.
  • Craft More
  • Go to the Gym every day
  • Manage my anger problem
  • Learn to do more things by myself (Starting with small tasks)
  • Get a decent paying job.
  • Don't give up. No matter how hard it may be.
  • Be more confident!!!
  • Take Baby on walks everyday atleast once a day!
  • Drink more water
  • Train for running
  • Write more
  • Find something I love to do
  • Make more friends/repair certain friendships
  • KARAOKE!!!
  • Be a little more open minded
  • Stop belittling myself.
  • Learn to use more assertive communication: Use "I" instead of "You".
  • Limit Swearing
  • Stop Raising Voice
  • Learn that not everything is about me. 

I had other things to say, but I figured it wasn't going to make it onto this blog post. Maybe I'll save it for a rainy day when I feel comfortable. I am on the road to healing.
Healing starts with me. And healing progresses when I have people who support me and my decisions. Good or Bad!

So now that I made these goals, I will do my best to complete them!

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